I'm devastated today! Fi was fine last night we made up is what I thought. But apparently I just made it worse. She won't talk to me any more for a undeclared time. I miss her awfully.
I think she is being selfish n doesn't realize that this decision of hers not only affects her but me too. She said that yesterday al she did was cry,listen to sad songs n not eat or sleep. She has no clue what I went through!
I was depressed as hell! While my friends were partying n having a good time I sat in a corner silently. I didn't smoke up to even try n get over the pain n suffering! I couldn't sleep either. In the end I fell asleep coz I was just tired helping the others!
She should consider talking about is what I said but she wouldn't listen n now I'm screwed! Coz I have 2 tests tomorrow n now it's very hard for me to focus.
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