Taking me for granted

Fi takes me for granted I think nowadays. I stay up till 5 am to keep her company try n cheer her up. She gets angry if she doesn't see me online on whatsapp. She doesn't talk to me at all in the talks that last till 5 am. Gets irritated n disses me!
If I give her a compliment she cuts me off n says things like u'd say that to ne1 n I don't believe u! She gets offended when I joke. Then she also hates it when I even refer to something remotely romantic! N then claims that I have a one track mind n can't express myself in ne other ways. She at times seems to me just doesn't want to! She is being too selfish n I'm not going to contact her until she does. I'm not ur muse I don't do As u please when u want me to be a certain way, or talk in a certain way! Learn to respect ur partners feelings,psrsonlity n identity or else I don't give a fuck u can lead a self centred lonely life coz I'm sure u'll never find ne1 else that loves u the way I do!

Another crib tale

I'm devastated today! Fi was fine last night we made up is what I thought. But apparently I just made it worse. She won't talk to me any more for a undeclared time. I miss her awfully.
I think she is being selfish n doesn't realize that this decision of hers not only affects her but me too. She said that yesterday al she did was cry,listen to sad songs n not eat or sleep. She has no clue what I went through!
I was depressed as hell! While my friends were partying n having a good time I sat in a corner silently. I didn't smoke up to even try n get over the pain n suffering! I couldn't sleep either. In the end I fell asleep coz I was just tired helping the others!
She should consider talking about is what I said but she wouldn't listen n now I'm screwed! Coz I have 2 tests tomorrow n now it's very hard for me to focus.

The missing spark

Last night fi n I had a long conversation. We have been fighting a lot n haven't had much to say to each other! At first she started of saying that the guy in the relationship is responsible for the romance to stay kindled. Which I personally don't believe coz I think it's a 2 way thing. Then she went on to say that 'she is the man in the relationship' n that offended me! She claimed that I didn't take initiatives! Then we talked more, more looks I talked more! She gets upset easily n at times it's hard to have a mature conversation with her when she is like that!
I Love her nevertheless! Then she got to the point somehow n said that she felt that there has been a lull in the relationship which I thought was true. Then she said we should build it! I asked how coz honestly I've been trying hard! Btw she also sidelined me by saying that I have a ' one track mind' n all I think about is physical intimacy! Which is not true
Then I realized making her count the numerous things I've done to be romantic n create a connection is not going to help. I wanted her to talk but she was trying to avoid the conversation. This was something that is disturbing the both of us n I felt must be dealt with! I was rather sad n unsatisfied with our talk. She also said that it wasn't productive coz she didn't get to say much and I interrupted her many times!
I am scared I'm tending to behave like my dad n the apparent low EQ is bothering me. I'm not exactly angry or annoyed with fi but it's the fear of the same thing happening that happened to my parents that is eating me up from inside!