I am into da 3rd month of my first relationship. Its new. Rather hard considering its long distance. We have had a tough past week or so post valentines day. I try and show as much love as i can! I genuinely love fi but i don't think she believes that even after the numerous heart to heart conversations i have had with her.
She is a lovely girl! Very independent (sometimes a lil too much),kind, very loving most of the time.
I may not look i but i went out of my way to make sure valentines week was spl for her! I really made an effort. I'm not a big time romantic type of guy, not a shahrukh khan! I never the less have a spl feeling for fi and i let all the romanticism in me flow.
Only i'm disappointed when fi has her time of the month and is extremely condescending, rude and irritable! I am a patient guy! But i have my limits. Even niharika thinks fi has it wors than other girls! She gets cranky and irritable! Its hard to have a decent mature conversation with her then. I struggle but i love her so i remain patient n let the time pass.
She doesn't approve me smoking up. Which is natural but then she is trying to play it very smart by saying "You leave smoking when\you want to", but then says she doesn't approve of it n i should quit immediately!
I don't like it that much either, but when i'm lonely inside and things aren't going right with her i get vulnerable.
I will quit soon.
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